TODAY

walk around the bed with this sound in my head
doesn't really matter
today
everything's in place
nothing left here to say
i don't see a reason to stay
 
smile 'cause i need to scream
when i had to find myself once again
(tomorrow you'll be crying)
everything's falling 
everyone's fading
here in my head

sitting on the bed
hold my life in my hand
thinking of tomorrow again
everything i do gives you trouble and pain
know that you were always my friend

smile 'cause i need to scream
when i had to find myself once again
(tomorrow you'll be crying)
everything's falling
everyone's fading
here in my head

laying on the bed with this sound in my head
doesn't really matter
today
everything's in place
nothing left here to say
i don't see a reason to stay

smile 'cause i need to scream
when i had to find myself once again
everything's falling
everyone's fading
here in my head
(tomorrow you'll be crying)

smile when i need to scream
now i have to find myself once again
(tomorrow you'll be crying)
my head is bleeding
everything's fading
here in my bed

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BETWEEN US

now it's taking over me
after all the things you said
have you ever taken us for granted?

if you had a second chance
will you make the same mistakes?
stay and there will never be another

every time, everywhere
teardrops flow between us
silence screams inside us
everything that i am
you can make it better
you can take it further

now it's taking over me
so much love and so much pain
like a flame that bursts inside deep water
can you really understand?
do you want to face your fear?
there is hell inside our little heaven

every time, everywhere
teardrops flow between us
silence screams inside us
everything that i am
you can make it better
you can take it further

now it's taking over me
you will never understand
how my feelings blown away to pieces
something dies inside of me
words are meaningless again
for this day will stay with me forever

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BREAK THE ICE

traces in the sand
i can hear you walk behind me
faces in my head
their eyes are melting slowly

so break the ice
don't keep me waiting for so long
tell me why
and i will never let you go

all you need to say
all your thoughts and fears surround me
like an empty page
spread around for you to write me

so break the ice
don't keep me waiting for so long
tell me why
and i will never let you go

alone

so make a sign
let me know i'm not alone in this round
make a sound
take your chance because i'm here for you now
tell me what's on your mind

how you understand
how you look so good around me
never run away
when my demons come to haunt me

so break the ice
don't keep me waiting for so long
tell me why
and i will never let you go

alone

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THE ONLY WAY

wanted you so bad
completely lost my head
there is no more turning back
what's said is said
have to run away
hurt myself the only way
you made me disappear
you made me prey

even now
after all
you're forgiven
i can't go on
never realized
everything's gone
and even now
words can say how i feel
but i'll always hide it so far inside
always cry inside

wanted you so bad
completely lost my head
there is no more turning back
what's said is said
have to run away
hurt myself the only way
you made me disappear
you made me.

have to run away
hurt myself the only way
you made me disappear
you made me fade away

even now
after all
you're forgiven
i can't go on 
never realized
everything's gone
and even now
words can say how i feel
but i'll always hide it so far inside
always cry inside

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

i'll have my party alone today
who cares anyway
i don't need them now
who wants presents with pretty gloss?
who wants party cloths?
i don't need them now

can i turn the lights?
can i cut the cake?
a wish is just a wish
what difference does it make?

now that everyone's gathered here
sing out loud and clear
cheerful as can be,
happy birthday to me

can i turn the lights?
can i cut the cake?
a wish is just a wish
what difference does it make?

now that everyone's gathered here
sing out loud and clear
cheerful as can be,
happy birthday to me.

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HOW LOW

i know you wanted me to go
pretend to smile as if you know
and even if you'll point the door
i'll stick around,
i'm in control

so take my hand
i'll show you just how low can you go


commit myself to be the strong
and on my way i see no one
cause even when your blood will flow
i never cared
i'll never stop

so take my hand
i'll show you just how low can you go

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LET GO

when words are not enough
and sadness
takes all
i want to tear your flesh
get inside
kiss your soul

because we hanged it so high
now it's out of reach
because we never knew
while lost the ground beneath

beneath

and as the days go on
i'm hunted when i sleep
to feel it one more time
come,
dive in way too deep

too deep

when words are not enough
and sadness
takes all
i want to tear your flesh
get inside
kiss your soul

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GREY

grey when your wind blow
came from a distant home
and it's so real
i won't let go
so don't be scared
you know where we belong
outside the wind blows
the real storm is inside

trust in fear
hurt me now

go
don't look back
don't ask why
i won't let you down
so turn around 
and go

alone your wind blew
and went too far
and it's so real i won't let go
so don't be scared
you know where we belong
outside the wind blows
the real storm is inside
black as a widow
why?
i need you now

trust in fear
hurt me now

go
don't look back
don't ask why
i won't let you down
so turn around

i won't let you down
so turn around
and go

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